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I swallowed a mountain of despair, as I share with this world, it's affairs. Giant orgy of lies, dues, and double dares. Where nobody's motivated to care, "Get up bum!. Life's not fair." Like how after a break up, your hot friend my state, "Well any person would be lucky to have you", well, hey, let's me and you date!. Don't you want to be lucky?  Hey, you said it yourself. If it's true, don't let me rest upon that shelf. I'll make your dreams come true, I'm lucky right? We could fly a kite during a thunderstorm. Run across highways.  Freefall out of trees. Play in a tornado, jump around on the debris. Perhaps end a war, with a p

How can you be so phenonmenal, So sweet, causing pain in my abdominal. So soothing, so relaxing, so comical. It's unreal, beyond theatrical. You seem heaven sent, admidst a heavenly scent. A tear rolled down the sky's face for it's favorite star fell out of place. Can i rub your back? It must've hurt, when your wings were clipped. Will I die if I flirt? I would hate to devalue one of God's honorable creations, Your eyes unfold fantasies of magnificent sensations. I'm longing for just a state of perfection, that's locked deep inside your fetching complextion. If there's a chance, just shoot that arrow through my heart, for you a

Justified as an angel with clipped wings Under nourished; viewed as a fiend. Nothing was able to intervene. You were an angel of 16 I was your prince at 17 Living life so fast Couuldn't avoid the unseen To notice you drenched in gallons of kerosine To decrypt your words and see that you're bleeding You found your own remedy I call it greedy Thinking no band-aid could fix Thinking no one could heal You doubted me. Left an unpayable debt You cheated me. Wrote your own ending You cheasted us. Everyone. The sorrow burns so deep the sadness turns to madness I loved you then I love you now but if you were to appear I would

I sit and attempt to pretend I'm not that dumb. If my heart is numb, I shall not succomb, right? If I  plug my ears with daggers, I can't hear her pleas, right? How about I swallow acid, that will out do the prior pain right? Please tell me there's a cure for this disease; I'm becoming such a pathetic sight. I'm hugging myself; I'm my own lover. I'm on the edge of a cliff, please push me over. Make sure I intertwine with the jagged rocks below. Don't cry; you wanted to live this life solo. Don't act sad; you always wanted it this way. Unleash the smile you've chained down at bay. Be truthful to the both of us, please, that's my las

As bullets leave the clip to explore the world, they are relentlessly tossed and with aim hurled. With no choice to fly their predestined path, right after the shooter does his math. Whoever thought geometry could be so deadly? That a person can be filled with holes until they become heavenly. why must steel replace skill? When did life turn into the thrill of the kill? Slaying another just to hear them scream. Slaying another just to obstain their green. Life is nelgected at those times, when we follow another like useless mimes. Why speed up the process; one day we will all rott. In the end it takes more power and skill not to

As I'm thinking about her, she's thinking about him, What makes me think I'll ever come between them? He hates her, and I still love her, It's like we're sharing a small comforter. He pulls, she comes, I'm laying by myself, Death without remorse is me without this woman's health. Triangles are deadly with their three points of destruction, This love affair marks the beginning of my tomb's construction. I should have never entered myself into an existing battle, Devouring meals from a diseased-bred cattle. I feel this false sense of security flowing throughout, Spreading like cancer, ending like a bad case of gout. As if I'm trusti

Her seductive strut strategically dissipated my demeanor of caution, To the gustfront it was hurled, she must've been watchin'. An experienced serpent, a godlike, deceitful deceptionist, leading me on with misguided words liken to a ventriloquist. the sway of her hips had an utmost lulling affect, her poison saturated lips caused my heart to erect. With a kiss she put an inescapable crest of death upon my soul. Castrated me, devoured my essence, fatal attraction has taken it's toll. My eyes open to see her face to face; why does it sting? My chest stings, it hurts to breathe, what does this mean? I question, "Why my blood do I see?"

Do you mind if I speak my mind to you?/Tell you a story under a sky of midnight blue?/ And if you cry, my shoulder is free to you/ And at the end of the night, may I slip and call you "Boo"?/Ha ha, sorry girl just let me continue/ Let's change scenes to the back of a casino/ of young boys planning devious thoguhts/ some including substances cooked in kitchen pots/ Other involve guns and random colors which lost meaning/ Liken to reacism with colors, which is the best to be defending?/If you think about it now, would you kill your own over a rag/ Flaunt your blue one while with groupies you brag/ "I shot him in the back, he was runnin like a c

Significant Questions by Paul Thomas What do you do, when you finally found out that no one is there to care? what do you do, when you fallen from the top, and realized your in the slums? What do you do, when jealousy has ripped you apart, beyond repair? What do you do, when you think about your funeral after suicide, and only to see hardly anyone comes? Do you go ahead, and just blast yourself? Do you go ahead, and just give up the war? Do you go ahead, and plan where to put your death certificate at on the shelf? Do you go ahead, and just give up, leaving no other chances for the use of the word "or"? Before you pull the trigger,